生活記憶

i wrote one
but i delete it after i post it
if all that unhappy things can be forgotten after i write it out
it would be great

unfortunately
it is not
it keep on coming back
as if i am walking backwards
or not that serious
i never move forward
that is so pathetic
to me...

how can this be so so negative
it shouldn't
people told me...

there should be a way to deal with it...

who said that
me or me or me...which one

i'm always seems to be...
you know
you know what is that mean

i keep telling myself to be good
but how good as i can be
the line is so blurr
i realise

coz it coming back
without my awareness

as some said
you should be aware